January 2012
25 posts
Admitting mistakes can’t hurt, I’m not the last but I sure ain’t the first. Lets excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue They are only after all, depictions we see, try & get through. I once have rosed above the noise & confusion, just to get a glimpse beyond this illusion. You almost had me, I was gasping for air We were on the edge, yes, that edge over there In a world...
some days feel alone, rolling on & on like a stone. some days feel like chores, I get more than I bargained for. A heavy plate for one to undertake. i’d hate for you to say I told you so, you thought you’d let me know. some people, they taste like lemonade, some people, can feel like razorblades. i wish i could float away, some days more than others lets say. make it sweet, a sweet...
I’ll be just fine, pretending I’m not. I’m far from lonely, & it’s all that i’ve got. I was too blind to see that, you were too deaf to hear me. just know if I could go back, this would all be different. You must have mistaken me, for someone just as fake as you - We stare at broken clocks, the hands don’t turn anymore. The days turn into night, empty hearts...
“I am the ocean, i am the sea,
there is a world inside of me.
lost in the...”
– crucify me - bring me the horizon
A little black lie, never hurt you. The wrong inside you masks the shatter - In a way, I need to change. This burnout you call a scene, Your over the line, can’t define what I’m after. Can’t you see it’s over, My shrinking universe. Purposeless survival, struggle to recognize - The cruelly heart-felt suicide;
Look into my eyes, what do you see? Hopeless & taken, Stolen new lives- Through the blood & pain, In defense I’m only in a dream. My deepest fear is not that I’m broken, But that in the end, there is hope That one day, I’ll be put together again. In the light of day, You’ll leave on your way - Never forgetting this one simple thang That you are the light, That shows...
You hold all the secrets that you deny, sins like skeletons are so very hard to hide. In spite of all the heartache, in spite of all the danger I know this isn’t much but, I know I can do better. I don’t think I deserve it; selflessness find your way into my heart. Broken bottles under my feet Bodies strewn across the dead end streets - Life is not what I thought it would be Those...
Nothing you did, nothing you said never meant a thing at all. all you can do is run from that fire that brings you down. your living in shadows, feeling surrounded aren’t you. maybe one day you’ll see, the way to find all you ever need then i’ll come for you, to the rescue. I’ll be your light in the dark, never though I’d fall back to the start.
“I believe that you are falling from the surface
(I know that it’s true)...”
– renegade five - shadows
“Can we live without death? Can we love without hate? Can we want without need?...”
– Motionless in White
I don’t want to battle from the beginning to end I don’t want to cycle or recycle revenge. I don’t want to follow death & all his friends It’s time to escape the clutches of a name No, this is not a game; It’s just a new beginning. If hate is what’s inside us & hate is what defines us Then we will use our hate to fulfill us, & let death not abide...
You will be alone in the end, Look around. They will all betray you, Flee now - Into the black forest. Do you dream, just to escape from the horrors of reality? You know that void that sucks at your soul? I’m pretty sure its content on feating at it slowly. Your silent, sleeping, staring at houses in the backwoods, always a dream with you. It would be merciful to tear them down. Have you...
You still have alot of time to make yourself be what you want. there’s still lots of good in the world.
I could picture hundreds and hundreds of _____ living on the wrong sides of the cities, ____ with black eyes who jumped at their own shadows.
the outsiders
You can resist all you like. You cling to your life as if it actually matters. You will learn how to change.
Do you dream while you sleep or is it an escape from the horrors of reality?
Though I still saw it coming, It still hurts.
boys
I’m not telling you it is going to be easy. I’m telling you it is going to be worth it.
Getting what you want always comes with Strings attatched. Once they stop talking to you, They start talking about you.
I don’t want To be someone’s Crush. If somebody Likes me, I want them To like The Real Me. Not what they Think I am. & I don’t want Them to carry it Around inside, Outside, Or me. I want them to Show me, So I can Feel it too.
that person
Everyone needs that person. I need that person. That person who will Stick by you even When your wrong. That person that can Tell when your upset & that person who Understands. Life is short. Break the rules. Forgive quickly, But kiss slowly. Love truly & laugh always. & never, never regret Anything that; That person did. Remember all those Times I swore I needed you? Well, Consider...
December 2011
11 posts
Isn’t it weird how people talk #@$^ about you, when the only thing they actually know about you is your N A M E. You can close your eyes for something you don’t want to see. But you can’t close your heart for something you don’t want to F E E L.
Most love stories are about people who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? what about our stories? You will never know how many times I’ve laid in my bed all night just thinking about how much you mean to me. & there it is it. the beginning of our problem. We’re all encouraged not programmed to believe that if a guy acts like a total jerk that means he...
I like people with D E P T H. I like people with E M O T I O N. I like people with a strong mind, an interesting one at that. A twisted sense of humor and also someone that can make me smile, make me forget, regret. Never lie to someone who trusts you & never trust someone who lies.
“dont kill yourself over a boy
he’ll bring another girl to your funeral”
It is not that I didn’t care, It’s that I didn’t know It’s not what I didn’t feel, It’s what I didn’t show. I never gave up I was trying to do what you really wanted to do, Where there is love & inspiration You can not go wrong. Or so I thought I don’t hate you, I’m just disappointed. You turned into everything You said you’d never...
I’m done killing my self inside because i can’t make you happy.
you promised.
November 2011
62 posts
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If you knew what I do If you can imagine just for a second, What I have been through. Then maybe you would understand Why I don’t leave myself so exposed. Will you still see me the way I am? I’m a scared little girl, In an adult world. I may have done my mistakes, Striked a match, one to many times. If you knew who I really was Would you be offended. Leave me behind. Who would...
every other girl
I remember your words They fell off your tongue like a drug. I almost passed out when she mentioned you. I dream of you every night, & so does she. So baby, who will it be? Will it, will it, will it be me. I cross my heart Hope to die That if I don’t wake. You can keep my soul. That’s how you make me feel, feel, feel. I still feel your love, Even when your hundreds of miles...
What have I got to do What have I got to do. What do I do when lightning strikes me. What do I do, What do I say when it comes crashing down. What do I do, When sorry seems to be the word that strikes me down. Oh it seems to me, me, me. That sorry, sorry, sorry, isn’t what you really want to say. It may not be easy. Life may be too hard, But I believe I deserve - To make you love me,...
Bird cage
Life seems dead & so unreal. ‘Cause when it’s all for one, It’s one for all. When there’s someone that should know Who I really am. What I am really capable of. Let’s, Let’s, Let’s make it all for one & all for love, love, love. Every time I lay awake After every hit I take. Every feeling that i get. I’m still missing, missing, missing...
You don’t have to say it What I know you mean. I will understand If this isn’t forever. Believe me, Believe me baby I can’t help but love, love, love you.
I don’t care who you are. Where you’re from. What you did. This can’t be wrong. If we hold on. If we hold on. I can’t get you out of my head boy. Every little thing that you have said & done ; Doesn’t really matter to me if you’re on the run. It seems like we’re meant to be. Kiss me, Kiss me, Kiss me now. Lets take this slow, take it fast.