January 2011
18 posts
turning
I am a ragging sea, a turn of the tide. I’ll bring you down, smother you up, smooth you out along my rocks. Don’t blame it on me, Don’t blame it on you.
falling sometimes,
Sometimes, I am that girl who seems so strong, who never lets what people say bother her, who smiles and laughs with her friends all the time, is really the girl who, deep down, is f a l l i n g to pieces. & when s t a r s forget how to fly, & its not the scars you can see on me that makes me who I am, but the pain I keep inside defines the greatness that I will do. & I know I am not...
Accident but on purpose
I may not remember exactly what you did, Or what you said, But I will always remember how you made me feel. Sometimes I have to stop loving someone, Not because I don’t love them anymore - But because it’s what’s best for them. Trying to forget someone I love, Is like trying to remember someone I never knew. I hate you and then i love you. It’s like i want to throw you off...
“Trust me when I say
You’d make all the same mistakes
And every promise...”
– Bittersweet Sundown - Framing Hanley
“Read me the letter, baby,
Do not leave out the words.
Stories and cigarettes...”
– Strange Condition - Morgan Page
“Wandering through starry skies
And when tomorrow’s day arrives...”
– brightest hour - morgan page
“Today is a birthday
They’re smoking cigars
He’s got a chain of...”
the longing..
The longing is Freedom Is a luxury i can Never have. The longing is Telling myself That I’d be fine but that’s a Lie. The memories oh, They cut like Knives. deep down I’m falling.. such a struggle To even Breathe. The longing ache i Hold my breath I’m melting glass, Scorching in flames f a l l i n g ash Engulfs my lungs. The longing ache of Smoking fills My veins Curdles my...
a year and a half on..
The picture fades away The edges tear, the colors gray. My sun is gone, My brightness lost Oh crystal ball, crystal ball. Save us all, Tell me I’m beautiful Mirror, Mirror, on the wall… You’d think I’d learn over these years, Good things won’t last forever. Waves are crashing, stars are falling all for me Days grow longer and nights grow shorter. I can show you...
love IS
If I screamed would You hear Me I f I needed to talk would You listen Love is w o n d e r i l l u s i o n h a p p i n e s s d r u g p a i n just a word e v e r y t h i n g n o t h i n g d r e a m s n i g h t m a r e s soaked sheets n o t h i n g e v e r y t h i n g
“love” a tender or passionate affection for another person. A feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection...
Reliving
So quietly I slipped away, The rock I once laid upon is gone. I’ve had to be so strong now you’ve gone. It seems like only yesterday- - & I just get so sleepless at night. Still I sense you everywhere - - Even if your not in sight. The love we had is dead and gone But deep in my heart it lives on. & I know I should dump you, forget you, Burry you deep down, deep down in a...
missing
I miss you so terribly, I wish you’d come back. I’m so in love with you, I can’t stand another day without you. You won’t be crying in my absence, I know. You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant? Am I so insignificant? Isn’t something missing…Isn’t someone missing me.. Even though I’m a true sacrifice; You won’t even try for me. Thought...
“i never make resolutions. ever. because i think for the most part that they are...”
'Nobody said it was easy
I set you apart You don’t know how lovely I am. Running in circles; No one ever said it would be this hard Lets go back to the start. I was just guessing at the numbers & figures Pulling the puzzles apart. Tell me you love me, come back & haunt me. I’m running in circles Can’t stay away; Keep coming back to what we were.
“Have you ever loved someone so much….
… you cry at the thought of...”
“We all remember the bed time stories of our childhood. The shoe fit Cinderella,...”
'only as stupid as i feel
Been draggin’ this mask all over town with my face still in it No one saw that I did it Been draggin’ this past all over town with my life still in it Every single little minute
I face myself But there’s this draft inside Parts of me drowned In perpetual tide
After I learned to see for myself, I never saw like everyone else.
and I hate you as much as i idolize, unknown...
““The stillness in your eyes
Convinces me that I
I don’t know a...”